for all of you who don't know that is its our national language. The Philippine national language. Its so broken I actually end up speaking in english. So far my trip to Manila ain't so bad. wanted to meet up with the great *sachsen but then he was in the province at the moment but then suggested we meet on toycon. Sadly I can't make it oh well. Visiting is actually fun here since my dad is technically the port captain. but don't let the title fool you. We're living in building where the interior looks like something you might see in Silent hill. I love it. I honestly don't get along with my dad but so far Its been pretty ok. I don't even have to hold my temper around him. Maybe cause I enjoy seeing my mother smile. So I'll keep up the good boy persona for as long as I can for her sake.

I looked at him while we were having dinner and I realized that he was getting old. I'll let old wounds heal for both our sakes. Its about time I forgive him. Anyways I'll be heading back to cebu on tuesday. A job interview is most likely waiting for me when I get back so wish me luck and pray to whatever gods you guys believe in for me.