05/14/08
11:35PM

What the hell did I just write? This is hilarious. The funny thing is I don't remember writing any of this. I will save this for insanity writings sake c: I just woke up and waking up at night is very depressing. It really makes you feel how small we are. We live on a spherical rock drifting into the void of space where if you were to stare long and hard enough you would find malevolent creatures on the other side of the void staring back at you. Now I know why vampires tend to be EMOlithic. And what is this? It seems my insane counter part doesn't even know the difference between Sumerian and Assyrian. tsk tsk. I must have been that deranged to forget about my most favorite pantheon of gods.



Enki. The lord of deep waters

such a fun read. I'm sure alot of you perverted folks out there would enjoy reading about Enki and his exploits. Me included hahaha. But I can't really blame him. If his daughters were that hot I'm sure. I just laughed when His Mom really got pissed at him and decided to curse him. But he was also one of the good gods. He even thwarted His half brother's plan of wiping out humanity who was currently the king of the gods. So I guess he is cool in my book. A witty, persuasive and powerful sorcerer. He is also known to be compassionate with a really good sense of humor. I should really start making some Sumerian related art.

Hieros gamos is a very cool word~

And =GunnerRomantic is right. we should all be busy taking care of the children we have now instead of making new ones by the minute. Great Enlil frowns at humanity for this. But I'll agree with the strange writings. The world has enough mouths to feed.

Oh and in other news my DS was overcharged and melted afterwards in my dream. Glad it was just a dream I tell you.



Hysteria Dementia

Long ago I "had" a friend whom shall not be named. A month ago I heard his name again. Attached to that name was news that he had a child already. Early today around 4 in the morning I remembered that same someone and Laughed. I have no idea what came over me but I started laughing. I Laughed and laughed. I could not stop I kid you not. luckily for me everyone was still sleeping. I don't know why but all I could think about was how this certain someone wronged me in the past. of course I was not violated by this DUDE if thats what you are thinking. Don't give me another reason to laugh. But in the end after what felt like hours of hysterical laughter I did not care anymore. He has his own problems now.

Now for something else. Why do we feel the need to produce clones of ourselves? Doesn't the planet have enough mouths to feed as it is? The Assyrian gods were probably right to be pissed at humanity. Humans do nothing but mate. This saddened great Anu for man has not developed far from his created origins. Humanity is doomed to never use the gifts given to us by our creators. I'll do my part by not contaminating this world with my clone. I shall spare it a lifetime of conflict. 18 years of responsibility isn't for me. how selfish of me or could it be the other way around? but it doesn't matter. Detrimental to my health and the planet. But I wouldn't mind spoiling the clones of my friends though. I'd probably even pay for their education. boy am I messed up. I slumber now.